When the pain lasts all day, it’s hard to control my anger by the end of the day. Most of the time I don’t even know I am in pain until I put my feet up after the kids go to bed and I feel relief in my leg, hip and back. It isn’t sharp pain, it’s…annoying is what it is and I just want out of my skin, out of my body for a brief moment or I’m going to scream and get mad at everybody and I do, I have, I did. I feel so guilty after. But my kids say they can sort of tell these days when I am not feeling well. My poor babies, I know they worry. I wish I could assure them that I will get better soon.
The good news, in the morning the pain will go away.